*deep breath* I smell the freshness.

That's right kids, mama's got herself a new blog. A fresh start. And a brand new place to bitch. Oh the excitement...no really...I'm bursting at the brim with joy..*ahem*.

So humour aside. Things are fairly shitty. I'm so stressed out, I'm paranoid I'm going to go grey. I feel absolutely dreadful about myself, and all things revolving around me in my life. Things are just the shitnat...

Mom and I got in a seriously fight last night...it resulted in me throwing/dropping orange juice and then storming/waddling off to my room. the situation didn't really pan out to be the dramatic scene as I planned. I was carrying a bunch of things, and really, my glass of OJ more dropped out of my hand and poured all over me, than flying across the room and pouring all over the carpet (which was intended plan)...so I ended up being pissed off and sticky all night...

It seems I have an untapped reserve of aggression...I pity the fool that messes with me! It's possible I could go all postal on someone's ass.

In regards to the other aspects of my life...well...friends are great, I couldn't ask for better people, they are truly amazing. I mean, sure you always run into a cock now and then, but I need to remind myself that people like that don't matter...

It's sad that I'm a repeat offender when it comes to trusting people too easily. But I like that about me, I see nice in everyone...sure I get hurt, let down and pissed off more than regular cynical people, but at least I see light in everything/one.

So yes, I shall be cutting off all ties right...now *done*. Time to let go. I deserve better. I mean, I don't need to take shit and be walked all over...not at all! nope! you heard me...I'm not a push over on this one! My pants are pulled up Erkle style.

Now, time for me to do some "fancy" writing...*ahem* break it down now.